Wolf In Shadow Snippet 3: Chapter 2 - The Tube

CHAPTER 2

THE TUBE

Outside Ealing Broadway tube station, a large schematic map showed

the various bus routes into the outer West London suburbs, Hounslow,

Uxbridge, and Heathrow. Coaches ventured further west down the M4

to Slough, Reading, or even Wales.

Return to Wales? That thought concentrated her mind. Return to

her mother and the endless stream of transient “uncles” that passed

through her house; uncles with greedy eyes and wandering hands. She

came to a decision not to go west. She would go east, as far to the east

as she could. Rhian was running away all over again.

She punched pound coins into the vending machine on the wall.

It refused to accept her two-pound coin so she resorted to the old trick

of licking one side, disgusting but effective. The machine disgorged a

single one-way ticket to Upminster on the end of the District Line.

Rhian had absolutely no idea what it was like, but it fulfilled her two

vital criteria: it was not in Ealing and it was a long way from Wales.

The automatic barrier fought to strip her of her bags but she

triumphed and after a brief struggle walked down onto the platform.

A bored London Transport official studied the bare-breasted page

three girl in The Sun. The tube station was above ground so she could

look up at the grey sky. It was one of those dreary London days where

the clouds refused to rain but still hung around, like anxious parents

at a teenage party.

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It almost never rained in London. At this rate they would be

declaring another drought and banning hosepipes and car washes. She

glanced every few minutes at the electronic board, watching the

marker count out the minutes to the arrival of the Upminster train.

A deep male voice boomed over the speakers in a Jamaican accent.

“Stand clear of the platform.”

She obediently moved two paces backward, and an empty train

with its lights off rattled through.

“The Upminster train has been taken out of service. The next one

is due . . . ,” there was a pause. “Sometime soon.”

Rhian sighed and searched for a seat unmarked by chewing gum

or unmentionable stains in shades of brown.

Oddly enough, the train did arrive shortly afterwards. Rhian

climbed into an empty carriage and slipped between the arms of a seat.

The interior stank of the sharp tang of ozone from the powered rail

pickups mixed with the musty smell of ancient upholstery. The doors

slid shut with a solid thump, and they were off. Rhian leaned back

against the seat and closed her eyes. She dozed fitfully, a watchful

part of her mind noting the automatic opening and closing of the

sliding doors as the tube train ground its way through the western

suburbs.

A sudden surge in noise woke her up. The train dived into the

network of tunnels under central London and sound reverberated off

the walls. She was no longer alone in the carriage. On the seat opposite,

a thin youth in dirty jeans looked away a little too quickly when her

eyes met his. She put a protective arm across her luggage. Bag

snatching had the status of a cottage industry in London. The youth

leaned forward, lank, greasy hair hiding his face. Rhian picked up one

of the free newspapers that littered the floor and leafed through the

pages, more to occupy her hands than because she was interested in

reading the articles.

The carriage filled as the train ran towards the West End, so she

moved her bags onto her lap. Eventually, all the seats were taken and

people were obliged to strap-hang. The youth slouched off at South

Kensington. Maybe he had promised himself an improving day at the

museums thought Rhian sourly. Once the train left the City of

Westminster for the City of London, the original Roman London, the

carriage began to empty. The last two occupants, a couple of elderly

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tourists instantly recognizable as American by the man’s baseball hat,

got off at Tower Hill and Rhian was left on her own.

The tube wound under Charles Dickens’ old East London.

The carriage swayed backwards and forwards over a hidden set of

points, throwing her against the arm rests and causing her rucksack to

fall onto the floor. She brushed muck off the bottom and put it beside

her on the empty seat. At this time of day the trains outside the tourist

areas were little used. The massed lemminglike hordes of commuters

had thundered into their offices earlier and would not reappear until

the evening. More than three million people used London’s tube trains

every day.

“Tickets, please?” A young man stood in front of her with his hand

out.

He had come out of nowhere. She was sure that he had not been

there earlier. They never usually checked the tickets on the tube once

you were through the automatic barriers. Wordlessly, she fished

around in her pocket for the ticket and handed it over to the man. He

examined it casually. He was dressed in a T-shirt and cargo trousers,

showing a superbly fit, muscled body. He had a bag slung on a strap

over his shoulder.

He looked unlike any London Transport official or policeman that

Rhian had ever seen. She wondered if the government was putting SAS

troopers back on the trains again. There might be some sort of terrorist

panic on and the authorities were trying to reassure the public. Rhian

did not own a TV and hardly ever read a paper, so she was rarely aware

of national events.

The man’s eyes flicked up and down her body in that characteristic

male once-over that every woman between the age of fifteen and fifty

got used to receiving. He was clearly bored. No doubt he would prefer

to be doing something more masculine and exciting like abseiling

down embassy walls or running around Dartmoor waving a machine

gun, but here he was, checking girlys’ train tickets as a public relations

stunt for the government. He handed her ticket back and passed on

down the carriage, letting himself into the next one by the

interconnecting door. That was highly unusual in itself as those doors

were not usually used when the train was in service.

The train screeched to a halt without warning, the carriages

lurching and bumping as the multiple brakes bit differentially. Rhian

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sighed. London had the oldest and largest underground railway system

in the world, two hundred and seventy-five stations connected by two

hundred and fifty miles of track. Rhian had chosen the history of the

London Underground as her special topic at school so she had a fund

of pointless information about the system stored up in her head. The

idea of a giant underground railway had seemed romantic to a girl

growing up in a Welsh valley.

The problem with being the oldest and biggest was that the system

was out of date and impossibly expensive to modernize. When she

came to London she discovered that the tubes might be impressive but

were hardly glamorous. They were an example of archaic heavy

engineering. Some of the power wiring was fifty years old and had a

habit of cutting out at inconvenient moments.

Half the system ran underground in tight tunnels. There was an

unclaimed prize for any engineer who could work out how to fit air

conditioning to the carriages. The temperature in a broken-down train

in the rush hour, when passengers were packed into a stationary mass,

climbed quickly past blood heat until people started passing out. No

one had actually died yet, but it had to happen one day.

The driver came on the intercom. “We are being held on a red

light, so there must be some sort of delay up ahead. I haven’t been

informed of any special problem over the radio, so I assume that we

will be moving soon. I will let you know in the unlikely event that

anyone tells me anything.”

The driver switched off the intercom with an audible click, leaving

the carriage in silence. The delay dragged on so Rhian checked the

map above the seats. They must be just outside Whitechapel Station,

on the way to Stepney Green. The carriage felt cold, and Rhian

shivered. Someone had just trodden on her grave.

She saw a flicker of motion at the edge of her vision, but when she

looked there was no one there. It happened again and she heard faint

whispers, echoing like hushed voices in a cathedral. The engines under

the stationary train suddenly erupted in a loud chugga-chugga-chugga

that made her jump. They did that at irregular intervals, but no-one

seemed to know why.

Without warning, the carriages lurched forward, banging against

each other as they picked up power from the ground rails with

different degrees of efficiency. The tube actually ran more smoothly

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when it was full. With no passengers, it tended to rattle about like an

empty container ship. The whine of heavy-duty electric motors under

load built up. Rhian had hopes that they were on their way when the

brakes came on again, slamming the cars to a halt.

The shadow of another figure appeared in front of her. She reached

for her ticket, glanced up to proffer it and her heart thumped. An old

woman in a dirty brown shroud and long dress looked at her in

puzzlement.

“What do you want?” asked Rhian.

The woman didn’t answer. She shimmered and Rhian could see

through her to the empty bench seats opposite. Rhian’s mouth went

dry. This had happened to her before on the tube. She found it

upsetting, but the specters seemed to be tied to particular places, so

they vanished as soon as the train passed on.

The train moved. Speed was difficult to estimate in the dark

tunnel, but Rhian concluded that they were travelling at a slow walking

pace. More images flickered on the edge of her peripheral vision but

faded when she looked directly at them. The whispering started again,

building up until it filled the carriage like white noise in which Rhian

could almost make out odd words. She fidgeted uneasily, never

experiencing such a strong haunting before on a train.

The carriage filled with specters that solidified as the train inched

forward. A little girl in a threadbare coat and long skirt designed for

an adult woman sidled right up to her and said something, actually

spoke words.

“Mummy, Mummy, it’s dark, Mummy and I don’t like it. Why won’t

you come for me, Mummy? I’m frightened.”

Rhian put her hands over her ears to shut it out, but the piping

speech of the child was in her head. This had never happened before.

The train door opened at a station, and Rhian wanted to jump out, but

she could not bring herself to move through the ghostly figures.

A burly man shoved the others aside. He wore heavy workman’s

clothes and boots. He waved a misshapen green bottle in one hand.

“You bitch! I’ll teach you to go on the game.”

He threw the bottle at Rhian, who screamed and ducked, putting

her arm in front of her eyes. Once she started screaming she couldn’t

stop. It seemed to agitate the specters until they crowded around her,

cajoling, pleading, demanding, threatening.

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“No, no, leave me alone, please,” she said.

A door banged and someone gripped her by her right arm. She

fought and tried to pull free, the wolf clamoring within her.

“It’s all right, love. You’re all right. There’s no one here but us.”

Her arm was pulled from her eyes and she found herself looking

at the ticket man, who held a bulky black pistol in his right hand.

The spectres had gone.

“Do you need a doctor, love? I can get you one at the next station.”

“I’m okay,” she said, trying to catch her breath and failing, panting

with exertion.

“You’re having a panic attack and hyperventilating. Breathe into

this.” He spoke calmly, as if to a child. He produced a paper bag and got

her to breathe into it. She wondered vaguely if paper bags for hysterical

girls were standard kit for SAS men. After a few moments, her frantic

panting eased and she lowered the bag. She looked at his gun pointedly

and raised an eyebrow. Nobody carried guns in London, not the police

and certainly not ticket inspectors.

It was his turn to blush and he put the weapon out of sight in his

shoulder bag.

“I, ah, heard the screams and thought you were being attacked.”

“I must have had a nightmare.” She said the first thing that came

into her head and cursed that it sounded so lame. “Sorry.”

He grinned at her. “No harm done, love. Do you have a phone

number? Just so I can check later that you are okay.”

“No,” she lied, suspecting that his concern wasn’t entirely altruistic.

In other circumstances she might have found the young man’s interest

flattering, but she was not looking for a new relationship. It was far

too soon after James.

He pulled an old receipt and a pen out of his pocket and wrote

something down, giving it to her.

“You can always give me a call if you’ve another panic attack and

need someone to bring round a paper bag. I have a great bedside

manner.”

I bet, thought Rhian, but she rewarded him with a smile and put

the number in her pocket so as not to appear rude.

The train finally pulled into a station and the doors slid open.

Rhian grabbed her bags and fled the train in embarrassment. On the

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platform she organized herself, putting her rucksack on. When she

was ready, she looked around to find out where she was. A tube sign

announced that this was the Mile End Station.

The station was clean and modern looking, which surprised Rhian.

She had always lived in the western suburbs since she had first come

to London, and she had accepted western prejudices about the East

End. She could wait for the next train, but the incident had shaken her.

Maybe this was fate? Maybe she was meant to get off here? She could

continue eastwards later, by bus if she could not bring herself to get

on another tube.

Rhian struggled up the steps to the ticket hall and out onto the

street, blinking in the sunlight. As usual, the clouds had vanished

without disgorging water. She bought a local paper from a sales booth

at the station entrance. The headline was something about another

body being found. She had not bought the paper for the news, so she

ignored it.

The Mile End Road opposite the station was impassable on foot,

with dual carriageways separated by railings. So, being too tired to

struggle along the pavement with her bags until she found a pedestrian

crossing, she turned behind the station into the maze of small streets.

She came to high walls with a sign indicating Tower Hamlets

Cemetery. On the corner, where Hamlets Road ran into English Way,

was a traditional London pub. Traditional in the sense that it was run

down, with faded paint and rotten woodwork. Not traditional in the

sense that it had been given a spray-on makeover by a design

consultancy.

A tatty sign, which looked as it had been used as a target for spent

beer bottles, admitted that the premises were called the Black Swan. A

smaller, newer sign proclaimed that one Gary Hunter was the licensee.

Inside the furnishings were equally worn but surprisingly hygenic.

Rhian dumped her bags by a table and went to the bar. She was served

a by a clean-cut man in a striped rugby shirt. He was quite old, in his

thirties, but fit. Perhaps the rugby shirt was not just for decoration.

“What’ll it be, love?” he asked.

“A large Coke and two packets of plain crisps, please,” she said.

“One ninety-five.”

She sorted the money from the change in her purse and carried

her purchases back to the table, sitting on the bench seat that ran along

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the front wall under the windows. She sipped the Coke and ate the

crisps greedily.

“You were hungry,” the barman said.

“I haven’t eaten since yesterday.”

“You want to look after yourself or you will become all thin and

anorexic. You know what happens then, don’t you?” the barman asked.

“No,” she said, supplying the required answer, like a straight man

in a comedy duo.

“You have your picture taken wearing expensive clothes. You get on

TV, marry a footballer and become seriously rich and famous, especially

when you divorce him for sleeping with the entire cast of Girls Behaving

Badly. Of course, it helps if you had an abusive childhood as well, but

you can always get your PR people to invent something.”

Rhian nodded and smiled at him before unfolding the newspaper

and turning to the letting page. Taking out a biro from her bag, she

went carefully down the list of adverts, putting rings around likely

prospects. When she had finished, she slipped her mobile out of her

coat pocket and dialed the first number.

“Hello, I’m ringing about the room. Oh, it’s gone? Sorry to have

bothered you.”

The second number did not answer, so she dialed the third.

“I’m ringing about the flat share. Your advert in the paper says you

are looking for a girl? Oh, you have one. Sorry to have troubled you.”

And so it went on, until she was near the bottom of the page.

Rooms to let went quickly in London and the paper had been

published a few days ago. She dialed again without much hope.

“I understand from your advert in the paper that you need a female

flatmate but I suppose it’s gone? No! I could come round right away to

view it. How far is Vernon Road from the tube station? Right, number

three-A, I’ll be there in an hour.”

Rhian felt far more relaxed now. However bad the let was, she

would take it until something better came along or she moved on. For

a while, she had thought that she might have to find a woman’s hostel

for the night. She hated sleeping in hostels, as she always seemed to

get the roommate who snored or worse. She remembered one who

tried to get in bed with her. The next day the woman insisted that she

was sleepwalking and remembered nothing of the night’s activities.

Rhian had moved out nonetheless.

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She opened the second packet of crisps and settled down to enjoy

them. The door to the gents flew open, banging against the wall. A

middle-aged man lurched out, weaving unsteadily between the tables.

He must have been in the toilet for the entire time that she had been

in the pub. The barman stopped cleaning glasses and watched warily.

The man sat down beside her on the bench seat. His closeness

made her uneasy, since he had the choice of the entire pub. She ignored

him and went on with her breakfast. He leaned over, blearily looking

at her newspaper, clearly finding it a challenge to focus on the print.

“Looking for somewhere to stay, girly?” he asked, obviously noting

the ringed adverts. “You can come back to my place if you like.”

He leered at her, guffawing at his own wit, and put his hand on her

thigh.

Rhian panicked.

“Don’t touch me,” she screamed, pushing the drunk away.

Fear of what might happen if she lost control lent power to her

voice. She could not bear to think what might happen if she lost

control. Her Coke went over in the scuffle.

“I’ve warned you before about bothering girls in here.”

The barman appeared out of nowhere. He seized the drunk by the

scruff of his neck. Pushing him to the door, the barmen threw him out

into the street.

“You’re barred,” the barman said.

He stood for a while, making sure the drunk was really gone, then

returned to Rhian’s table.

“You spilt your drink,” the barman said to her. “Hold on and I’ll

get you another.”

He dashed back to the bar and, leaning over it, hosed out another

coke from the dispenser into a clean glass. He brought the drink back

and handed it to her.

“You’re trembling,” he said. “Honestly, he’s not dangerous, just a

stupid drunken pest. Would you like a brandy?”

“No, thank you,” she replied.

Alcohol could be disastrous when she was upset. The barman sat

with her for a while, apologizing all the time.

“Are you still looking for staff?” she asked, partly to deflect him.

She pointed to a sign on the wall above the bar.

“Yes,” he replied. “It will only be temporary, I’m afraid. The brewery

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intends to gut the place and make it into a student theme pub. I believe

that the current plan is to do it out as the bar scene from Star Wars.”

The two of them looked at each other and shuddered

simultaneously. Rhian giggled with genuine humor, something that

she had not done for a while. It felt good.

“Students!” they said, together.

“I have to find somewhere to stay,” Rhian said.

“I overheard you,” said the barman. “My name’s Gary, by the way.

I’m the manager. If you want the job then come back this evening. I

won’t even hold being Welsh against you.”

“I may take you up on that,” she said. “The job, I mean.”